These days, people even wanted to choose their eye color. Years ago, when he first got assigned to this
position, people were happy just to have their vision back. Now they had demands other than health. They wanted to live forever. And they wanted to look good doing it. Only then, would they be happy.
He supposed he was a merchant of happiness. But, by nature, he was also in the business of
its corollary. Wherever he brought
happiness, he left sadness strewn behind him like drying petals of a yellow
rose, crumpled and lost and forgotten.
He crouched in the bushes, a hundred feet from the entrance to the restaurant and settled in to wait.
Sometimes he waited for hours; sometimes minutes. He didn’t mind. The job paid handsomely. He could afford a home in a gated
community. He had an in-ground pool and
an indoor tennis court. Every morning,
he had his choice of seven cars, though he usually took the Jeep. Less conspicuous that way. He had everything that money could buy, and nothing
that money could not.
There was no woman in his life. No children to make him feel young
again. His mother was the only one who
loved him and he suspected that was more out of duty than affection. He thought of his mother and father: Their love
ran strong and deep; so deep he often wondered how he fit into the equation of
their love; whether there was room for him.
He’d always felt a little lonely, surrounded by the love of his
parents. He’d always felt a little lost.
The door of the restaurant opened. He sat up, peering intently. This was the guy. He held up the gun. His aim was impeccable.
There was a cry and a scream and the wife fluttered to the ground
after her fallen husband.
The databanks indicated that Frederick T. Kissell would be a
good match. The client had paid hundreds
of thousands of dollars. And the
government would be happy: Frederick T. Kissell had recently been convicted of
bribery. The statistics indicated he was
likely to be a repeat offender.
The police came screeching in. He sent a code to their pager so they’d know
to take Frederick T. Kissell directly to the transplant unit.
* *
*
His mother picked the same restaurant for dinner that night
in celebration of his birthday. She
waited until after dinner to pick up the threads of the conversation she’d been
teasing apart for years. “Don’t you feel
guilty?” she asked over coffee and apple pie—his favorite dessert. Unfortunately, he’d had to cut back on
sweets. Doctor’s orders.
“I’m nearly done. One
more job and I’m out of this business.”
She patted his hand and he noticed the skin was withered and
thin. Skin like that wasn’t often seen these
days. “I’m glad,” she said. “I’m proud of you for getting out.”
Truth was, he loved the business. Loved the excitement and mystery of it. Every time he got a call from the government
with an address and a name he felt a little thrill charge through his
body. But a diet of fast food and coffee
and travel had taken their toll. At
forty-five, he looked more like ninety. “The
doctors said to slow down, to find myself a wife. Thing is, I have no idea how to love."
“You will, dear. It's just the nature of your...” Again,
she patted his hand. “I do wish you’d
gone into something less stressful.
Something kinder.” She sipped her
coffee. “Find yourself a young girl. Give me some grandbabies before I die.”
“I’m afraid I can’t do that, Mother.”
She glanced up. She
saw the gun held in his hand. The color
drained from her face. “What? Why…?”
He hated being this
close up. Hated seeing the confusion and
the sadness.
“I haven’t done anything wrong.”
“I know it.”
“I’m an old woman. I
can’t be of use to anybody.”
“I need a heart. And
I need it soon.”
“My heart is old and weak.”
He shook his head. “The
heart that loves is always young.” Today’s
hearts were jaded and weary. Today’s
hearts were immune to love.
“But what will you do with my heart? Will you learn to love?”
His aim was impeccable.
“Perhaps. Perhaps not.”
“I love you,” she cried.
“I forgive you.”
And he sent his signal to the police department and waited
to be transported with his mother to the transplant unit.
And he wondered whether this new heart would help him to understand
love.
For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Leo challenged me with "The heart that loves is always young..." and I challenged SAM with "Those little yellow flowers you dug up from the banks of the creek are blooming in my garden."
Note: After reading my posting, my husband sent me this link: http://www.nytimes.com/2012/03/24/world/asia/china-moves-to-stop-transplants-of-organs-after-executions.html?_r=1Labels: Fiction, Indie Ink Writing Challenge