"I
hate the way you rattle your paper about." Cheryl frowns.
Frank
glances at her and grins as he shakes the newspaper violently.
"Stop
that."
"Are
you feeling OK, Cheryl?" He takes a sip of coffee, long and
over-loud.
"I
hate the way you slurp your coffee. Where is your dignity?"
Cheryl says. "Where is your refinement?"
Frank
sets down his mug. "If I recall, dear, beneath that fancy dress,
your under-drawers aren't all that refined."
She
feels herself blanch.
"Stretched
out by half a mile; elastic gone ten years now. Dingy old things,"
he adds.
"Log
Eye," she hisses. "Always seeing everyone else's faults and
not your own."
"Is
this about my hair, Cheryl?"
"Of
course it's not about your stupid hair." She glances at his
head, now bald and shiny and growing the tiniest bit of stubble, like
newly-mown grass, only gray not green. "Why did you shave it all
off? When I sent you to that new barber, I was thinking hair growth
not..." She gestures. "Not this."
"Can't
grow grass on dead soil." Frank grins. "The barber told
me..."
She
puts up a hand. "I know. I know."
"...Took
one look at that bald spot you wanted fixed and said, 'Sorry Frank,
but I think you're permanently off the market.'" Frank laughs.
"It's liberating, actually."
"Being
bald?" She watches him peel away the paper skin from a blueberry
muffin and set it on his plate. As he eats, crumbs litter the table.
He licks his index finger and presses the tip against each crumb
before touching it to his mouth like a Communion wafer.
Cheryl
clears her throat pointedly and breaks a piece from her muffin,
sticks it daintily in her mouth.
"So,
dear wife, it's OK to project an exterior of refinement but wear
holey underwear, is that it? Which is worse? My slurping or your
dishonesty?"
"I
am not dishonest." Cheryl slaps a hand on the table.
"These
rules you insist upon...these refinements. Do they make you
more human or less?"
"Or
for God's sake, why do you have to turn everything into a
philosophical discussion?"
"The
more we refine ourselves, the more we distance ourselves from
ourselves; from our humanity. Deep down, we're animals."
"We're
evolved."
"We're
devolved. We work against nature."
"We
improve it." She watches him, licking and pressing, licking and
pressing, littering the tabletop with fingerprints of spit which she
will scrub away and cover with lemon furniture polish.
"What
is truth, Cheryl?"
"Oh,
Jesus. Keep your stupid hair, Frank. It's perfect. It's beautiful."
"What
is beauty?" He smiles and folds his paper. "Is beauty the
truth, or is ugliness? We hide behind the rules of society. We cover
ourselves from ourselves; hiding the truth from everyone, even those
we love."
"It's
too early for this, Frank."
"I'm
ready to shed the rules, Cheryl. I'm ready to find my own truths. Not
yours. Not the government's. Not the church's. Not the advertisers'.
They're all looking for the same thing, Cheryl. They all want me to
accept their truth. I want to find it for myself." His eyes are ablaze.
"You've
just stopped caring," Cheryl says. "Not that you're off
the market."
"Perhaps,"
he shrugs. "Perhaps balding is an asset."
"How
can that be an asset?"
"Being
invisible to others, I can finally pursue myself. My world. My
truth."
"What
is your truth, Frank?"
"I
don't know," he says. "It'll take more than a day to figure
that out. Perhaps it will occupy the rest of my life."
"Hmmm..."
Cheryl eyes herself in the toaster. "Do you think I need another
Botox?"
He
frowns and rises. "I'm going out for a drive."
She
hears the muted sounds of his car door closing. She hears the engine
starting. "All exits are final," she tells his empty chair.
The
dog approaches Frank's empty chair, in search of crumbs, his choke
chain rattling about his neck.
~end~
For
the Scriptic.org prompt exchange this week, Minzy
at http://minolisw.wordpress.com gave
me this prompt: Eyes shut wide. I took this from the movie Eyes
Wide Shut: All Exits are Final. I also took this line, reportedly said by Alice in the film: "One night, or even one lifetime, cannot reveal the truth."
I gave Michael
at http://MichaelWebb.us this
prompt: Pick a four-syllable word you don't know out of the
dictionary. Write a story around that word.
Labels: Fiction, flash fiction, scriptic.org, writing prompts